
Reviewed by Jim Logue, Jr.
MattieOnline.com.
"Remember to play after every storm. Storms aren't necessarily clouds with rain. They're things that darken your day."
This was the philosophy of life for Mattie Stepanek. From an early age, Mattie knew that his time on earth was going to be limited, but he was not one for self-pity or giving up. For him, life was not just for existing, it was to be lived as much as possible.
Mattie Stepanek was a young man who suffered from a form of muscular dystrophy called "dysautonomic mitochondrial myopathy". His two older brothers, Jamie and Stevie, and his sister Katie all died very young from the same disease, and his mom, Jeni, suffered from an adult version. Because of this illness, Mattie spent much of his fourteen years on earth in a wheelchair and was in and out of hospitals. Yet, with all this going on, he still took the time to reflect on how important God is and how God called him to be a messenger of hope and peace. He took that vocation very seriously.
Early on, Mattie became interested in poetry and learned to express himself in verse. As one person writes a journal of their life, as a musician composes music on where they are in life, Mattie composed poems and shared them with people:
See now; and listen to me...
God speaks into my heart,
Then I choose the words
To shape the message, so you
May understand and know
What God wants us
To understand and know.
See now, and listen to me...
Do you hear my voice
Shaping with words
What the Voice in Heaven
Puts into my heart?
You will hear it now and
You will hear it again
When you come into Heaven.
See now, and listen to me...
I say to you,
Follow your heart.
This is what
My voice, and
The voices of Heaven
Now say to you...
See now, and listen...
These are the words I choose
To shape the message from God.
Follow your heart...
Please,
Just follow your heart...
(from "The Church Ride" in Reflections of a Peacemaker: A Portrait Through Heartsongs, pg 152.)
Mattie had six books of his poems published, and his mission for peace led him to co-write a book with former President Jimmy Carter entitled "Just Peace". And country singer Billy Gilman recorded a CD of Mattie's poems set to music.
Mattie believed in peace and in people's ability to work for peace. One example of this was on September 11th, 2001, during the aftermath of the terror attacks in New York and Washington. Mattie and his Mom, Jeni, would pray each night about various things. But that night, Jeni confided in Mattie that she was at a loss as to what to pray for. "How can we pick up the pieces?" she asked. "I don't even know where to start."
Mattie responded, "We need to see all the pieces, every fleck of ash, as a gift in the mosaic of life. Rather than seek revenge, we have to begin to rebuild the mosaic. If we keep seeking to retaliate, it's never going to end. Why can't people see that? Fear begets fear. Revenge begets more revenge. We need to stop. Just stop."
Mattie's Mom, Jeni Stepanek, set out to write this book so people could understand who Mattie was. He was not just the celebrity that many of us saw on Oprah or Larry King Live or as ambassador for the Muscular Distrophy Association. He was a boy who suffered much, but loved even more. He taught us that it's okay to be different, that we can being about world peace of we just give it a try in our own corner of the world.
From my own perspective, this book taught me to look at people differently. Even at Mass, when I sometimes get distracted by crying children and find it annoying, after reading this book, I found myself not worrying about that. Peace does not begin in another state or another country. It's not something we read about in the news. Peace needs to begin with us, with me.
Mattie's message of peace brings to mind a friend who is a Catholic singer, who recently performed at a church near his hometown. A few days later, he received a letter from one of the people who had heard his concert. While he liked the music, he advised my friend that he should give up being Catholic, that the Catholic Church was bad, and took the opportunity to insult the Church. There were several ways to respond to such a letter. My friend responded this way:
"I appreciate your concern for me and thank you for the time it took to write the letter and find such interesting materials. I did find them interesting, but not new to me as I have read many of these in the past - especially since I began sharing Christ in my music ministry. I hope that if you have been at my concerts that you can see and hear Christ crucified and proclaimed directly and indirectly in music and word, and most especially in the life that He has blessed us with.
I am very blessed to have such a close relationship with my Lord and Savior, one that I pray gets closer and closer with each breath I take so that someday when it is time, He will come back for me and take me to the place He has prepared for me to be with Him forever.
I hope that as you continue your walk with the Lord, that you will ever seek the truth and look into His eyes to see the beauty of this life He has given to us. Perhaps you will be able to get out to some concerts to enjoy our music and ministry as it is, the ministry, stories and music God has given to me to use and share.
I appreciate your prayers. Know that you and your family will be in ours."
The man wrote back, "Wow, usually Catholics are exteremely defensive when I witness 2 them but your response showed the love of Christ. I am honored to have u as a brother in Christ."
Mattie's messge of peace lives on.
The book is called "Messenger: The Legacy of Mattie J. T. Stepanek and HeartSongs", written by his mother, Jeni Stepanek, wiht Larry Lindner. Poet Maya Angelou wrote the forward for this book. It will be released November 3rd by Dutton, part of the Penguin Group of publishers. Visit MattieOnline.com to learn more about Mattie Stepanek and his books and his life.





